 Excerpt from Book Three of The Evans Poetry Collection,"Things That Make My World Go ‘Round: A Poetic Memoir”:
My Poetry
You may wonder Where my poetry comes from The answer, I wish, was simple For my poetry is the product of an unplanned conception A timeless labor of love That wakes me up in the middle of the night Kicking Pulling Tugging on my insides Making me leap up out of bed And race for a strip of paper A pencil or pen
Causing me to run away from a place called home, With my single Mother, Two little sisters, In a one-bedroom apartment on the third floor Wondering where our next meal was coming from Forcing me to contemplate its value Importance Impact And hold That it would someday have on my life
With an omnipresence, Poetry overwhelms me It fills my mind, An open oasis of ideation, sounds, semantics, Experiences That must be shared Brought to life
My poetry comes from The summer hawk that blew me from side to side as I rested on the concrete porch looking down through wired-fences, sipping red Kool-aid in the shade
My poetry comes from The ten flights that I had to walk every day With busted-out light bulbs, in the dark Holding my breath Suffocating by the stench of piss that stained the walls and each step
My poetry comes from The elevator that could not carry my pregnant Mother to her bed after being on her feet all day That could not pick up my grandfather as he made his last and final trip downstairs
My poetry comes from The laughter of children That I still see running and jumping Building castles in the dirt they call sand
My poetry comes from The sound of babies, crying, reaching out to their grandmother’s supple arms while their momma’s up the block in search of a rock
My poetry comes from The lonely moan of a widow wondering what to do Because she’s in Hell, Her son’s in jail, And uses the rent to post his bail
My poetry comes from The anguish felt by a patient in pain, alone and afraid Awaiting care Not knowing what the next day may bring Realizing That he’s just a passerby
My poetry comes from Romance and love The passionate Ooohs and Aaahs of the couple next door As they giggle and wiggle in the middle of the night
My poetry comes from The stench of sweaty passengers trying to get home On the CTA With no seat No AC Followed by an ambulance Because the elderly woman up front is weak
My poetry comes from The streets, the hood My old stomping ground A place, each day, I see
My poetry comes from The anger felt by a mother raising her children around gangs and drugs in rat and roach-infested public housing projects She wants to move To escape To get out But doesn’t know where to go Or how to get there
My poetry comes from Places I long to see Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous How I’m Livin’ It’s Good to be John D. Like a hazy dream An inconspicuous, hidden place That tease each molecule of my mind With surreal satisfaction
My poetry comes from Rap Jazz Gospel Pop Neo-Soul House R&B Hip-hop
My poetry comes from Everything Everything that can be viewed through the black burning of these mortal eyes Everything that can be heard through the drums of my ears Everything that can be tasted on the sensitive pallet of my tongue Everything that can be felt from within or outside of this imperfect frame Everything that can be smelled through the nostrils of my nose Everything that I know Everything that I think I know Everything that can be crafted by my imagination From inception, culmination, To the closing of a, seemingly, endless day I am reminded of it I can’t ignore it I can’t fight it I must bring it to life
My song
My world
My poetry
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