
Excerpt from Book Two of The Evans Poetry Collection, "More Than a Club Kid: Man versus Self”
Son to Mother
I’m not the babe you bore A few, short years ago Or the child That you must clothe, feed, cradle, cater to
I am not the infant Sucking the warm, milky cream From the bottom of your breast Or the child That you must hold, so close, so dear Grasping my hand Grabbing me by the arm As I sprint on small, weary limbs
No longer are you my timekeeper Rushing me to rise Or songbird Rocking me to sleep With soft, sweet lullabies Beneath the dance of the stars and Glow of the moonlight
I’m not the snatcher of crumbs Chastised when I am wrong Or the dirty little one That you must bathe and dry off And whose cheeks you pinch Between tight, wrinkled fingers Leaving nail prints in my skin
My words are no longer your words My thoughts are no longer your thoughts My body is no longer your body Take a look A good look A long, hard look at me Listen to the depth of my voice Feel the strength of my grip I am no longer a child I am a man Momma A man |